A keresés eredménye

Murder yourself

Fanatical devotion carved in skin
Born to die, anchored to life
Frightening is deaths annoying shadow
experience him, grab him, love him
 
experience the utmost perfection, symmetry
Grab the negativity within
 
Love him
Make love to him
 
experience the utmost perfection, symmetry
Grab the negativity within
 
Love him
Make love to him
 

With insight you will perish

Its cold here in these desolete lands
Vacuum sealed desperation, colder it will be
You started empty handed, make do with less
Tell me friend of mine are you pleased?
So now stare down in the black void you call a future

Something's Damn Wrong

Nothing can heal the nonexistent sickness that i carry
An obsessive compulsive disorder cancerous growth, violent but with magnificent precision
Constructed to at every cost worsen my pain
Radiating, throbbing pain, refined in mind, flesh and soul
To welcome, nurture as well as to love
 

Self-destructiveness Emisarry

Weak, maladjusted chilldren
Let yourselves be led into despairs slumber
Distance births perfection
Perfection birthed distance
 
Fellowship, love and family
It is that the whore have deceived you with
A warm, irresistible happiness
No promises the whore keeps
 
But here in my bosom you are safe
Here in the edges blank reflection
Here i bring you with open bosom
Welcome
 

I Am Your Enemy

Sisters and brothers or it's better to say opportunists
Parasites and swines
Now line up and await for the verdict
Remember who I was and what I've become now
I am your enemy
 
Sisters and brothers
Or emotional vampires
With a view to getting a profit
Soon it will fucking hit
You are living on my borrowed time
 
I will ejaculate
In the very second
As your heart will stop
And I will see in your eyes
How the life of yours says goodbye
 
There is a bullet in the pocket of my black jacket
A nine millimeter bullet with your name on it
Neatly engraved with ultimate perfection
A rainy morning
 

FFF

I curse my mother for her choice to create a life
And I curse my father, for his lukewarm, soon twentyseven year old seed, so virile.
 
But most of all I curse myself, you disgusting piece of shit, you tasteless joke.
From birth lost, since I was a child eternally damned.
I am the missing link, a failure that should never have happened.
 
I say no to life, no to myself
And all of god's perverted creations
Mother Earth, all forests and mountains.
 
A gene pool so defect
A darkness so perfect
 

Towards aokigahara

Once again, the disgusting monotony of disappointment
Reminds me of the absolute hopelessness
In my continuous efforts
to find a place on this earth
 
To escape in a desperate attempt to find an inner calm again
Is just a temporary solution
to a unsolvable problem
 
My sorrow will never let me free
 
I was born December 1983
And I died December 2017
I was born December 1983
I was born December 1983
And I died December 2017
 
Towards aokigahara
Towards aokigahara
Towards aokigahara
Towards...
 
Intensive and immense overwhelming life suffering
In it's absolutely most complete form, reminds me
And kills me slowly but methodically, without a thought to
Release me, set me free from its nightmarish violence.
 
Intensive and immense overwhelming life suffering
In it's absolutely most complete form
 

He who lurks within

I wake up and see my ugly
Awful reflection in the mirror
He laughs, he smirks, he screams
He cries, he demands my obedience
I got a bitter taste of Fernet Branca
And pussy full of urine in my mouth
But [I] don't remember anything
Except the confrontation of some wimpy fuck
[That] I left a pool of blood
 
You ask me the question why I drink
Why do I numb my mind with a chemical substance
And why I can't say no
To a beauty dressed in nylon
 
It's because there something within me
That I have to murder no matter what
Something that I have to destroy
No matter what the consequence or what it leads to
 
'And if I had the opportunity to live my life again
Then I would've repeated every single fucking mistake
Except I'd had a smile on my lips and it would've been ten times worse'
 

Bridge Of The Golden Gates

From the top of the bridge of the golden gates
Do you see the answer now in all of it's fairy tale-like glory
A solution so simple, but one step from freedom
Infinite reasons to use the solution
 
Follow me my dear friend
I am omega dressed in my skin-costume
Follow my voice into the unexplainable but obvious
To the place were neither you
Nor mankind ever happened
 

the life's end

there is a place without human intrusion
a place where novels have not taken place
a place where no smile characterizes the lips of the population
a kingdom, created, built, by my true self
Your self-destruct is the only key that fits in
 
I will bribe you to death
I'll cut you to pieces
I will rape you, bitch